***  you guys and ladies wanna know somthing funny???***

 today, i was driving one of my mom and dad cars without them knowing and i sow lucy and flora at albertsons parking lod. my friend told me to look over. and so i did. then i sow Flora, Lucy ,and Jason. and i waved hi becuase i was driving. and yea.

I been taking out the car since last night. i love driving. thank god that one person tot me how to drive. ahaha lol. oh yea. today i picked up David becuase my baby DANNY wanted to chill with him so i picked him up. and yea. i am having such a kick ass winter break. and this is only winter break though. ahaha lol.

* i am back*

hell yea. it feels good to be back. now i am heading down the happy way BACK INTO LIFE. i am gunna live  my fuckin life to the fullest. right now i have been smiling and feeling great. and that is what i want right now. i never knew what i was missing out in my life. i realize all the dances and football games are hella fun. last year at piedemont i never fuckin went to the dances becuase of that one guy who i HATE so much. right now Danny is at my house and on my computer. he is downloading songs onto my ipod. dam, this winter break is gunna be hella FUN. can't fuckin wait kaka. we gunna have hella fun just like the old days and shit.

****DON"T  EVEN  KNOW HOW TO FELL RIGHT NOW****

i know phong is cheating on me. i can tell. he is changing so much right now. and i don't like the fact he makes his family say shit to me. i just called him to tell him that i am sorry but i get a night of hell. i am crying my ass off so bad becuase i am thinking that he is cheating on me. and i had this feeling for so long now. i love him so much that i am scaird half to death. he does not understand how i am feeling right now. i have such a bad feeling. this week he is been telling me he is tired. and i give him the whole week to fuckin sleep. and he is still tired. like what the fuck. this is what i am thinking why he is so tired. i think he is tired from going out with this girl he is cheating on me with. that is what i am thinking.also he lied to me. and that gets me so fucking pissed off. i love him so much; i though he woild never do this to me. or even do what he is doing to me. i feel like my heart has been ripped in so many peaces that it can't be put back together. i just love him so much. I hate what he does to me. he always does this to me. he makes me fall in love with him more that my heart gets broken worse. like alot more then it did before. i had this feeling that he cheating on me all week. and it kills me so much inside right now.